Feelings …

Someone told me my feelings were wrong,

That I ought to grow up and move on.

But I am not a computer you see, or a light switch for you to turn off when free.

 I am me; living, breathing me, full of life’s vitality.

 The clock continues to play her song,

 But my feelings remain, even years on.

I do not choose to follow my heart.

Rather it is the heart that chooses …

I know he will never be with me, never caress my hair nor touch my skin,

never share his thoughts as he once did.

But shhhh!

Don’t tell that to my heart.

I may never be free from this sweet captivity,

from this constant state of uncertainty.

All I know is I am not a switch you see.

I am living, breathing me.


One response to this post.

  1. Posted by himani on December 7, 2011 at 4:31 pm

    beautiful……………..beyond words!


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